Lost

Hey I've lost here resently not physicly but mental I'm torn between what I love and what loves me it's very diffucult for me to choose. Another thing I've been lost from myself it's hard to explain I haven't been myself here recently acting like a whole new me and it's not a good one. I tell you this my faithful follower(s) because you guys are the only one's who actually care. Just know that I'll always be the blunt honest and unforgiving me that I and all my friends love and thanks to the few who are helping me find him again i bid you all farewell and hopes that it's sooner and not later that I talk to you gus again

So it's been awhile.....

I Haven't been on in awhile. For those who read my blog I'm sorry. Well lets see what to talk about. I know The Body Farm me Personally I thought it was a myth til here recently. Unlike in the book by patrica cornwell dead bodies do not grow here. Its a piece of land given to Bill Bass by The University of Tennessee to put dead bodies here so they can learn the stages of decomp and time of death. There are up to 40 dead bodies on this 3 acre piece of land at any given time. Me personlly I want to vist this Body Farm, I would find it some what amusing. Well I'll talk to you my readers some time soon.

Sihouette's

Silhouette's
I walk slowly
glancing at the shadows.
The Silhouettes waving goodbye,
life and all of it's wonders.
Just fade and become dull,
these Silhouette's bring the shadows to life.
The simple things in life you take for granted,
all of the small Silhouette's and imprefections.
They make the world go round,
they enhance the day.
I am a Silhouette,
you make me seem so dull
when I'm actually the biggest part of your life.
If not for me your life would be perfect,
then you would be bored.
Me,
Him,
You,
Her,
We're all a simple Silhouette.
Just waiting to be someone's little imperfection.

I'm Bored

So I'm Bored and don't know what to write

Ghost by Emilie Autumn

Ghost,
Did you know sometimes it frightens mewhen you say my name and I can't see youwill you ever learn to materialize before you speakimpetuous boy, if that's what you really arehow many centuries since you've climbed a balconyor do you do this every night with someone elseyou tell me that you never leaveand I am almost afraid to believe itwhy is it me you've chosen to followdid you like the way I look when I am sleepingwas my hair more fun to tangleare my dreams more entertainingdo you laugh when I'm complaining that I'm all alonewhere were you when I searched the seafor a friend to talk to mein a year where will you beis it enough for you to steal into my mindfilling up my page with music written in my handyou know I'll take the credit for I must have made you come to me somehowbut please try to close the curtains when you leave at nightor I'll have to find someone to stay and warm mewill you always attend my midnight tea partiesas long as I set your placeif one day your sugar sits untouchedwill you have gone foreverwould you miss me in a thousand yearswhen you will dry another's tearsbut you say you'll never leave meand I wonder if you'll have the decencyto pass through my wall to the next roomwhile I dress for dinnerbut when I'm stuck in conversationwith stuffed shirts whose adorationhurts my ears, where are you thencan't you cut in when I dance with other menit's too late not to interfere with my lifeyou've already made me a most unsuitable wifefor any man who wants to be the first his bride has slept withand you can't just fly into people's bedroomsthen expect them to calmly wave goodbyeyou've changed the course of historyand didn't even trywhere are you nowstanding behind metaking my handcome and remind mewho you arehave you traveled farare you made of stardust tooare the angels after youtell me what I am to dobut until then I'll save your side of the bedjust come and sing me to sleep

Topic Of The Day

I am going to try to post a new topic every weekday its going to be called the topic of the day......
todays topic-pain
you can't expect to live life and not feel pain. pain is everywhere, its in your home, at your school, with your parents its everywhere. so just learn to deal with it i hate everyone always complaining about there pain i don't complain cuz i know that i have to man up and deal with it. people just complain about pain for attention and thats fucking annoying. oh if you didn't notice i am talkin mental pain not physical. i can understand complaining about physical pain well i have to go talk to you guys tomorrow.....

WTF!!!!!!

Okay everyone I got me some ranting and venting to do but not all is bad so here we go. Promises are important to everything and everyone so if you promise something keep that promise. another thing stalking its stupid okay its not mine or her fault she loves me and not you so deal with. no she's not with me but its cuz of her parents so guess what she still love's me more. drugs, drugs are stupid no i don't count herbs as drugs cuz its a plant. oh and if your someone who thinks your surpiorer to everyone else your not your going to die like the rest of us. oh and i really hate it if your suicidal or say your suicidal and are afriad of death i mean grow up but hey i'm done and intil next peace..............